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“An old
ghost’s thoughts are
lightning,
to follow
is to die;” (W.B. Yeats)
Not wonder
nor reverence;
an air
of something else
enshrouds your
rest place —
they look
for splinters of
your
greatness to hold
onto.
At an
ever lifeless grave,
in face
of your immortal
words they
feign to console
themselves, for
your station
is not
among the dead.
Visitors remember
you living
in The
Wind Among The
Trees,
The Valley
Of The Black
Pig
and The
Travail Of Passion.
Reading your
memories epitaph,
with wordless,
empty expressions
they look
as though they
await
on you,
for one last
poem.
My partner
recently told
her friends
that she really
did wish
that I would
take
the bus
to work or
walk...
the walls
of Trinity college
are black
with fumes off
the countless
exhausts—
Molly Malone
bears that
uncomfortable frown
of
a woman
suffering with
asthma and
the Anna-Livia
has contracted
lung-cancer
from her
passive smoking...
and the
great iron-railings
of Dublin
weep for her.
Colour setting
into a
waxy skin—
carmine atoms
settling
and slowly
sinking
in the
cooling blood,
like fallout
dust
limited to
the confines
of the
candle-maker’s
mould... once
peeled
away forgets
the past
and endeavours
the
irony of
reducing itself
into darkness,
to carry
a flame
for a single
night....
Walking
home a little
past
mid-night,
it
had hardly stopped
raining
and cleared
the
dockland air.
The
moon, piercing the
sky
was clearer still
like
it could burst
and
fall in snow-drifts;
as
if it could
almost
revive
the lost fairy-tale
deep inside
my spirit.
Brittle... like smoke
smothering
a match
to suffer its
own
likeness...
that secret hurting
deep inside
and that sometimes
feeling, that
if not for
skin
imprisoning the
pain we could
weep our
souls into the
fibres
of our
solar-system unnoticed—
maybe stumble
into nothingness
quite willing
but for bones...
to become
the cry of
a wolf
and imagine
the loneliness of
the wilderness...
just like life
in the
suburbs.
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